When someone says they are not real, is it true?
 
This blog probably won't be that exciting. Why orange to-do lists, you ask? Well, I couldn't think of a title, so I wrote the first thing I saw: The Orange to-do list for the class I am in. We have been working on Microsoft crap, and now it's Microsoft Excel.

 - Hating it.

Teacher's awesome, though. I really like her, just not the lessons xP

Only when they're hard ^^

Hmm...... Maybe I should update my side bar information. "The Life Of Alexys".

This is what it said before, just to make sure that I always have it in store if I don't like the new one - can't remember it in the first place. Wrote it in 2008 xD - :

"All my life, I have been accosiated with ghosts. The ones that I usually knew about were family. My family use to own most of my home town, but now, only a little bit is left, and that i s now being sold for reason that are, well, reasonable.My grandfather build the houses that I lived on, and he died, shortly after my parents wedding, so I never met him, even though it would have been a GREAT honor!  For a while I have known that those house were haunted by my family members, and I tried not to think of that at all, but it always caught up to me. In a way, ghosts always frightened me, until the day I actually moved off the property to a duplex on the other side of town. I heard and saw more and more activity in my house and most of it happened around me.Then, like it had always been there, I heard the word ghost, and my heart leaped. It still does. I became completely fasinated with the theory an dthe thought of ghosts, and I started noticing the signs. A ghost had followed me. Not my family, but someone else. Someone different...."

Yeah.... I'm gonna change that...
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Well, first things first, right?

Mom and Lonnie are going out of town today. Lonnie does a bunch of car jobs for his company, and half of them require him to leave the state of Texas to go to the surrounding sister states: Oklahoma, Louisiana....well, that's about it.

Well, usually they leave, if mom goes at all, on Friday Morning, back Sunday night. This time, they left this morning - Wednesday - and should be back next Wednesday. A full freakin' week..... -______-

Why, you ask? Is it because they're going somewhere farther away, say, Pennsylvania? Kentucky? Tennessee? Nope. They're going to either Houston or Lousiana, one of the two, but guess what mom got....?

Tickets the the House of Blues in Dallas to see 30 Seconds to Mars in concert....

I am jealous.

Not becuase I really like 30 seconds to Mars - and I do, but I have to be in the mood, and it is usually the new album that I listen to - but the idea that she get's to go to a concert.

Telling mom this, she said I've been to one before...while she was pregnant with me...

I'm pretty sure that does not count, especially because I dont think at the time she even knew she was pregnant yet....
 - Messed up, huh? xD

BACK TO THE SUBJECT!

They are leaving, and tomarrow I have to be back up to my school at a little before 6.
 - Why?

Because it is open house. My project in Biology - Ms. Tillerson, having to be my favorite teacher here at McKinney Boyd - was chosen to be presented in open house by Ms.Tillerson. I don't know what you would think of that, but I think it's pretty cool. James has had art from art class in an open house before, but I haven't had anything yet, and this is pretty awesome ^^

 - What was the project about?

Well, we had to compare a cell to something. We had to pick a random thing, and compare it to a type of cell. I chose Greek Mythology, which obviously, Ms.T liked ^^ So THAT is why I will be up at school when I really don't wanna be ^^

OH! Next Friday is a BIIIG day! First of all, it's the Chinese New Year, and I am going to try to convince my mom to let me go to school that day, and she'll pick me up early, since Chinese is my first period. Lin Laoshi has a lot planned!
 - Why am I getting picked up from school?
GOOD QUESTION!
I get my wisdom teeth pulled?
mmm....
Fun, right?
 
I think I am a little sorry to say, but I have reason to believe that the whole point of this website has changed...

I started this site from the help of my friend at the time, Kayla, getting from her that there was a site where you can make your own sites ((Weebly)) and I began to make one, intending for it to be nothing but ghosts and paranormal. That didn't work out too well, did it?

Well, I did change a bit. At first, my only interst ever was ghosts. Paranormal. The "creepy". Now, still being VERY interested and amused by the paranormal, also have other things in my mind that I think about.

 - Dancing
 - writing ((especially writing))
 - High School
 - Friends
 - Getting through the day ((Heh....for your amusement, I'm sure))

Looking back on a lot of things that I started awhile ago - i.e. a roleplay I am doing with a friend - a lot of things did change a bit. But actually, it's extremely fun to look back on ^^
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Once again, I have come back from lunch feeling loved and the baby of the group that every one takes care of - and it is true though, that I'm the baby of the group. I'm the only Freshman in a small world of 2 sophmores, 2 juniors, and 2 seniors. I feel well taken care of ^^ -

Well, on to write more in my stories! Feel like making something great!
Oh, B.T.W. An Unlawful Murder is done =^^=
 
As the title portrays....My first subject will be my "outsider Anime freak" wear! I feel cute, but also extrememly stupid. ^^

I am wearing the things that Pai-chan gave me, a Severus Snape T-shirt, and cat ears that she got at Anime Fest ((A-Fest)), and I am in love with them! Thank you, Pai-chan! I love you!

Heh.... Wo Ai Ni....
Hopefully you understand that ^^
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And, as always, lunch was epic. Not because of the foods, not because everyone broke out in dance, because that would make it epic too, but because I spent the whole time talking to Veronica about Hetaila yaoi couples. I know I have only seen the first episode, BUT I already feel caught up with her explaining details for me.

Anime used to be the thing that I absolutely LoVe it, but I would really have to be forced to sit down and watch it before I actually got into it. I am too much interested in the dances than anything else LOL

Mangas too. I could sit down and completely go after a manga xD

But now, I have found a couple animes that I would watch all day, and literally have.

1.) Hetaila - from what I have soaked up from it so far, it is a "mature content" anime about people who literally are the countried of the world, such as the main characters Italy, Germany, France, China, Japan, etc, etc, etc. It is very random, many episodes in the short time alotted - 30 minutes - and keeps you as entertained as you would be if you were watching Family Guy - and me saying that is a BIIIIG compliment ^^ -, even though I have only seen the first episode.....>.<

2.) Ghost Hunt - The main charater of the story, the main narrator, is a freshman in High School named Mai. Her school was said to be haunted and a team of investigators were brought to check out her school, and in the midst of snooping, she broke one of their cameras. The leader of the paranormal investigators, Naru, told her to pay for the broken camera, since she doesn't have any money, was to travel with them, working odd jobs that they themselves didn't want to do. And, that, my friends, is the start of a wonderful series full of mystery, ghosts, and cute freaky crap.
So far, Abby's favorite episode is The Blood-Stained Labrynth, and mine is the one with the spirit of the little boy, Kenji. It is KAWAII!!!
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One story that i have written that I feel somewhat proud of is in my story section. It's just a small thing I had in my head that I can't believe I had, seeing how it is so freaky....Kathryn told me it made her laugh.....>.< xDDD Niiiiice...

It's the story labled An Unlawful Murder. ^^

Check it out. Tell me what you think ^^
 
Ever have that one song stuck in your head that you can't get rid of? I have one right now! Not only is it playing over and over again, it's in Japanese. And guess what?! There's a dance that goes right along with it!*

Go to youtube and type in "Berryz Koubou Watashi No Mirai No Danna Sama dance shot" - and yes, I wrote that without having to look somewhere else for corrections. >.< -

I am learning the mirrored version of that dance.
Yes, I learn Japanese dances. Read other posts, you're bound to find something about it there ^^
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Well, if you're wondering about what happened at the hospital - see last post for more information - all that really happened was that they gave me the sonogram. They can't tell me anything, against their job description. My docter has to tell me the good/bad news. Yippee.....

It feels weird though. Feeling like I am hanging on a limb for one phone call from my docter. I mean, I know it might not be a big deal, and all, but I am a little afaid. What if something is seriously wrong with me?

Body wise, I mean.

I'll be fine. I know I will. I'm actually a little excited. Medical crap does catch my interest. Thinking of actually being prepped for surgery seems pretty cool to me, imagining myself on one of those docter shows......xD

My friend, Amberly, over reactining, of course, - love you, Amberly! LOL - brought up "What if they find something bad, like cancer or something like that? Defects, illnesses, parasites?!"

I have already thought about that, and to make it clear, I don't care. You might think I'm weird for saying that, but I have reasons.

What if my being sick with cancer/illnesses/enlarged spleens/parasites brings back together my already broken family? Maybe I could see my Dad once more, maybe I could hug Grandma Debbie again, maybe I can finally see my new baby cousin, Jordan, just because they were all afraid for my life. Afraid that that would be the last time they would ever see me again.

To let you guys know, I don't want anyone to cry over me. Not because I'll "be in a better place", or "there's no need to be sad", but because I can't stand it. Not just the crying part, but how sappy it makes everytihng feel >.<
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I actually took a break after writing that, and was off to lunch, seeing that my computer class is also my lunch period.

I feel so much better.

I forgot how great it feels to have friends that care about you.

Thank you, Nancy, for being there for me when I came to lunch, nearly shaking, and holding my arm when we walked back to class.

Thank you, Veronica, for holding my hand as we walked away, laughing about yaoi, wishing that I feel better.

Thank you, both of you, for telling me to tell you guys right when I get an answer.

Thank you, Willie, Chris, Lucas, and Alexis. You guys may not have really said anything, or meant to send off any signals, but it really helped that there were other people around me, even if you were off at a different table xD

I feel so much better. So much.

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And also, as a side note, I want to say I'm sorry to Coach Quinn, my computer class teacher. I'm sorry I'm not doing what I need to make up for this class right now, but with the mood I'm in, I don't think I can actually work. You are a wonderful, sweet, and caring teacher, and I just wanted to let you know that I'm not procrastinating because I hate the class, but only because of the mood I am in.
Thank you.
 
Well, this blog might be a little more serious than the others. Don't worry, the snappy sarcasm and the witty remarks, if there are any, will be here, but todays been pretty depressing. Many reasons....well only about two....

1.) I am tired and feel as sick as a dog

2.) I have to go to the hospital in the morning for a sonogram. Seriously not looking forward to it.

Okay, I can already tell you're more interested in the Sonogram. Well, no, I have already gotten this question several times.... NO, I AM NOT PREGNANT.

Sonograms are not just used for looking at your unborn child. Sonograms are used to look at anything in your stomach, catching anything in the place it is set. Let's say, as in my situation, they are looking for your spleen. Instead of actually having the Sonogram taken on the middle of my stomach, where a baby would lie, it is going to be looking through the skin of my lower left stomach.

I don't really know if I should take this pretty far, in being worried and all. Mom's worried, but James isn't. And I know I shouldn't base my level of fear on what James thinks, but it does sway a little there. And mom is the type of person who doesn't over react, much less react at all. I had to get it out of her that she would extremely worried.

I'll be fine though.....

And if you knew how morbid I am....

You wouldn't be surprised when I tell you that I wouldn't mind if I had to have surgery. I actually kind of like the idea of being prepped for surgery, laying on that table, and waking up feeling weird. After watching all those medical shows on T.V. I am probably going to ask everything and anything. Just to interesting!

The making of a future docter...?
Maybe ^^
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Well....on to a different note......
I spent all day dancing yesterday. It was wonderful! I am really liking these dances....

 - For those of you who don't know....I get random Japanese dances from youtube that I learn -

One I have been working on....It's by Berryz KouBou.....Ummm...... something - something - no Danna - something.*

Something like that....>///<

I am really getting the hang of it. I am also learning Ai No Imi Oshiete by W. Something like that too...

Here are more!

KNOW - Hare Hare Yukai; Love and Joy; Gleeds Accident; Miracles Encore; Others by the Haruhi Suzimeya gang; Renai Rider; My Boy; Honto No Jibun; and others......I keep forgetting!

LEARNING: Co No Mi Chi; Kokoro No Tamago; Watashi No Miwa Danna - something like that - ; More by BErryz KouBou; More by C-ute; More by Buono!; More by the Haruhi Suzimeya gang.....


Well, I'm learning more than I know.
My favorites right now would have to be Berryz Koubou, even though Buono! is literally about tied with them.

Yes, yes, I know.....

WEIRDO!

And I agree....

I agree fully....

With a BIIIIIIIIIG happy face (^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^)

*I FOUND THE NAME OF THE SONG THAT I FORGOT THE NAME FOR!!!

Watashi No Mirai No Dannasama

Makes sense, right?
I've been trying to look it up, but school's computer is extremely stupid. Won't even let me get on to no need hall pass..
 
I haven't really been putting any blogs up on here.....

Heh...

I've been going for facebook raves. ^/////^

Well, I guess nows a better time than any....seeing that I have 45 minutes 'til this class is over...

We had exams today and I finsihed early. I finished my computer test early. It was just all on Microsoft Word....

Yes....I know what you're wondering...

I did fail....with a 68%...

BUT!

I already have like a 90-something in the class, so I am good tur go! :D

Well, exams have gone by fast. We have early release today, and everything seemed to have just sped on by. Instead of getting out at 2:30, it's 11:30 today! ♫

And, yes, I am a freshman in High School. McKinney is weird, man! xDDDD
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Well....good things.....
I have cat ears....
Wore 'em all day yesterday, carrying 'em around with me today.....
Heh.....
Love me some "Neiko Ears" - or so they were called by the guy at the seafood section at Albertson's - freakin' epic xD
Oh....I just  realized that....
YES, IF YOU WERE IN ALBERTSON'S IN MCKINNEY ABOUT TWO DAYS AGO, AND YOU SAW SOME RANDOM MANIACAL GIRL IN CAT EARS, SEARCHING FOR GINGER IN THE SPICE SECTION......
YOU NOW KNOW......O////O
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That night we attempted to make Chinese food. - Please, please, PLEASE notice the emphasis on "attempted", because we did try out best..... -. .______.
I know what you're thinking....it turned out into a HUGE mess, that we dumped on to James, my brother, to clean. Well....
You're almost there.
Usually when I cook, it always turns out some-what great, and I am not just trying to toot 'mah own horn here-a. It actually turned out pretty good...
besides a few...
Mishaps...
To start off....
We didn't have as much rice as I thought we did for the Chinese rice and Crab. - Stomach....hurting....growling....HUNGREY -
We ended up improvising - took me a minute to find the world o///o - with angel hair pasta.
Turned out AWESOME.
Robbie, my older step-brother, made Shrimp Lo Mein.
That did not turn out as I thought it would.
Don't get me wrong, it turned out good.
I was just expecting something....with darker noodles....and a little less of a bland taste...
I didn't really like the stir-fry that was in it too.....
Probably because it was a bunch of different type of peppers, and I guess I'm a little weird with those....
xDDDD
MORE MISHAPS?
NO WAY!
.....Yes way......>/////<
We didn't feel like making eggroles from complete scratch...
So we decided to get frozen ones, and cook them in the oven.
All started out well and all ended....err....
Not as well...
And I'm sad to say....
Thanks to me.
We had cooked them in a large glass thingie....I think it's called uh...Idk, but it's a normal piece that everyone has seen.....small handles on the side, complete glass.
Well....back to the topic...
I had covered it in foil and set the eggrolls in there, yadda yadda, and let them cook.
When Robbie grabbed them out there was no room on our counter to put them, so we reached for the closest table, a wooden one, which you can already tell isn't as fire retardant as our fake marble counters.
What happened next...well, you probably think we set it down, and the table burnt or caught fire, or something like that.
WRONG!
We were aware of the fire hazard there, and I was told to grab a towel to put under. The closest thing that was there was a small, wet, red rag.
Does anyone out there know what happens when hot glass becomes wet with cold water.....?
PEW.......
Luckily Robbie put it down in time......
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P.S. ......

I stil have 15 minutes left in this class to kill before we can go home....
WHAT WAS THIS FOR IN THE FIRST PLACE?! IT DIDN'T WORK!
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